Jam & Stuffed?

JAMMM!! <---- one word to describe my brain..hohoho

Everything is crumpled and stuffed into my brain..all need to be settled within a short time period! ohhh...i dont want to think, but the things keep passing through my mind.

My question booklets for exam are not finished yet! as usual, i have to prepare for 2 subjects, which have 2 papers each. What is more stressful is next week is the week for PMR, and i am one of the 'Pengawas Peperiksaan' (dont know what we call it in English..hehe)..by that time, i have to finish ALL the question booklets and submit to the office to do the copies because i'll be leaving the school for a few days till the exam day.

To make it worse, i got a news that we have to send the data of nilam before 30th October..yes, it might sound lambat lagi, but u know when u got to deal with every single BM teachers to update their class' nilam record, the time might not be enuff for me as i wont be around at school for a few days..

So tonight i'm trying to finish up a few delayed works. I am a bit busy lately coz every evening i got that training. The only time i have is at night..huhuu..being a teacher is a bit tiresome isn't it? i always hate people who said teachers have less work to do..i feel like going to cekik them for saying that..try to be a teacher lar..then u'll know how it feels..i dont even have time for myself to relax..we even bring the works back home and continue at home...people who dont have eyes always said 'teacher is the easiest job'..

Well, lets continue working peeps!

Counting and calculate!

Just came back from the camp a few hours ago..the bus came very late and we couldnt leave our students just like that..they probably can produce some babies if we left them!

I am now not in the mood to go to school tomorrow..i have to enter 4 classes tomorrow, but right now i'm still preparing nothing for them..huhuuuuu..my weekend was burnt, i have no free days to lay and roll lazily on my bed..hmmm what am i gonna teach tomorrow huh? teach the sentence structure perhaps? because it is easy to prepare..hahaha..i cant give them essay work, coz i know they wont do that..end up, i am the one who will write on the board, babbling alone like a stupid woman in front, and no one will be interested listening to my teaching. Fuhhh i'm tired living like this.

yeah..be patient Ewani..u only have to teach on Sunday, Monday and Tuesday..Wednesday and Thursday, u will be on leave..hahaha..i join the netball competition among teachers in Kedah..me, joining the game, can u believe that? i cant even believe it myself..huhuhuhu

Everyone in our team are hoping to win the game, win and win to finally enter the national level..but me? i am hoping that we lose..hahahaha..if we win the game on Thursday, we will face the other game on Friday, and if we win again, we will be proceeded the game on Saturday! Soooo, i hope we will LOSE. I have other plan with Faezah to go shopping for our friends' graduation day..

Starting from now, i have to calculate my budgets and expenses for this month..it looks like i will be spending a lot of money this month. So Ewani, please spend wisely..reduce your outings, and please say NO if they ask u out although u want to join them so much..just bear for a while...huuuuu..

* PMR is approaching, and i'm happy to escape from my school! muahahaha..

Supposedly..

Supposedly I am at the camp..but right now, me and my friend escape ourselves from the HOTNESS of the oven to Faezah's house..and now i am having fun, surfing in the internet, and happily left our students behind. hahahaha..

It is not our fault for not staying there..it's just, we couldn't bear with the hotness while we are in our so-called chalet, which i think mostly looks like a hut.. hohoho..

Thanks to Faezah for saving our lives..hehehe

What a busy weekend..

Thursday, which means tomorrow, i suppose to go to Bukit Julok Resort to accompany my students and have to stay there until Saturday..

But just today, a few hours before going home, i got a letter from my school office saying that new teachers should attend a meeting with Pengarah JPN at Pendang Lake Resort. Me and other 3 new teachers in my school. So it got clashed with the Bukit Julok program..Discussed and discussed, I and another teacher-in-charge for that Julok Camp will be going there right after the meeting, straight away from Pendang. Wow..i got two events tomorrow which require me not to be in school..Hurray! hahahaha...

Well you know, i dont like meeting those monkeys. They are hard to tame. Whenever i got a business out of my school, i think i am the happiest teacher on that day because i dont have to teach..hahahaha (what a bad teacher huh?)

I dont know who are going to be there, in that meeting tomorrow. Are they only from Baling-Sik? Or from all districts in Kedah? I hope I can meet my friends there!

Ah just sleep well tonight..i'm having aches all over my body..a result of netball training. It has been two days i went to the training..quite hard though. Playing with those pros when i am just a humble player, makes me work harder..

Next week is the tournament! and i'm not ready for it..ottoke... T_T

Kering kontang~

Sepanjang idup aku sebagai seorang guru ni, ni la 1st time aku rase kering yg amat..walaupun duit lam bank still ade saki baki, tp rase cam anytime je bleh abes..huhu..

Raye bru je lepas..so paham2 la, gaji mmg agak byk surut sebab raye..then, bru je 2 ari lepas, my car broke down at a plaza toll..paham2 jela bile kete tua ye..dh 11 taun dh umo die..tp byk bjasa..tangki airnye pecah berlubang, seb baik aku sempat masuk exit cepat2..kalo x, kt tgh2 highway la jwbnye..dh la sorg2..mau terketar2 jgak la..

Plannye konon2 nk berpoye2 bsama teman2 lame TESL..tp cmtu plak jadinye..tragedi menimpa, nk buat mcm mne..huhu..seb baik ade kwn ayah aku kt Alor Setar, n die la yg tlg setelkn..igtkn lmbt lg siap..dh smlm katenye 2,3 hr jgak mkn mse..tgk2, ari ni die call, ckp kete dh siap..hayoo..aku pn cr la kwn utk bawak aku amik kete tu..sik ke alor setar bukannye dekat..kalo tau cmtu, bek aku ikut faezah balik je kmarin..huhu..tp nk buat camno kn..layan ajola tokey tu..

Melayang RM550..seb baik 550 je..jgn cecah ribu2 dh..huhu..mampuih cheq nk korek mne duitnye..yg ni pn bapak gue yg tlg cover dlu..nk arap duit aku, gaji ckgu permulaan ni, bknnye byk..ujung2 bulan lak ni..sesak ooo..kering poket..bill pn dtg melambak2 la ujung bulan ni..

On the way g amek kete, dpt call dr 'that old man' blkg umah aku..katenye die dh bwk org mesin rumput tuk clearkn semak samun tu..aku pn sruh jela potong kn..igtkn 30 hengget je, rupe2nye 50 kau! ape ke hei nye mahai bebeno..lamannye ciput je..tah2 org tua tu kot yg amik untung..hisy bengang gak la aku..aku smpai je umah, x mnyempat2 org tua ni..x smpat aku nk bnafas, dh dtg..tnjuk 5 jari kt aku..ape? 5 jr ape ko nk? penampo? seb baik la aku ni hormat org tua..aku bg jela duit 50 tu kt die smbil2 sapu rmput2 yg brtaburan..malas nk layan die bckp byk sbnarnye..next time aku akan cr sendiri je tukang mesin rmput..huh bengang..

Tnggal seminggu je lg gaji nk masuk..horey? patutkah aku horey? huhu..kne saving2 dh..nk cover duit utang ni...aku akan kutip utang2 kain batik ngn ckgu2 skolah aku..haa kt ctu dh dpt cver duit aku dh..hohoho..

*thanks to Anis Nadya & Faezah coz mnyelamatkn aku dr kesusahan dan kepayahan..org kata 'teman gelak ramai, teman susah payah dicari'..well, aku ada korang as teman gelak n teman susah.. ^_^

Raye di sekolahku~

Ari ni sambutan ari raya kt skolah..tapiii..ape jenis raya daa~ ade ke patut kne start kul 12? skolah lain sume start dr pagi..skolah aku ni skema betul la pngetua..aku kls full ari ni..start 7.40-9.00, 9.00-10.20, 10.45-12.05. haaa tepat kul 12 tu bru nk start majlis..elok sgt laaa..tepat ngn aku abis kls..cet!

Katenye P&P bjalan spt biase ye ari ni..tp bile msuk kls, yg tnggal bpe kerat je..ade yg kne g kjohanan sukan, ade yg kne prktis psembahan nasyid, ade yg kne pnggil ckgu sbb kne buat psiapan, last2 tnggal bpe je? so aku pn soksek2 jap je, amik attendance, dh, blahh..hahaha..usha2 kls lain, huh mane ade ckgu pn..ade la 1, 2 kls yg ade ckgu, tp bdk2 braye sakan la..x hengat dunia dh..xde mknenye nk blaja..pengetua pn xde ari ni, bgusla..patut pn ckgu2 brani mnghilangkn diri, sbb xde peronda tetap..haha

Lalu aku pn kembali ke bilik guru..amik2 angin aircond jap..duk siapkan lesson plan utk next monday. Duk jap, jenguk2 gak la ckgu lain..ade 2, 3 org je pn lam bilik guru..yg lain sbuk ngn tugas masing2 kot..aku pnye tugas psembahan je..n tugas aku yg pling penting, tarian. Tapi aku jnji ngn bdk2 tu pkul 9.30 praktis. So duduk2 dlu la dlm bilik guru tu..9.30 msuk bilik muzik, wat latihan, mekap2, ejas selendang, siap. Dkt2 kul 11 kitorg pn turun jela p dewan sbb aku nk kne setting lagu2 persembahan lak..

Persembahan tarian was the 1st..n aku pulak yg nebes lebih2 instead of them. Padahal diorg yg kne mnari, bukan aku. huhu..mne x nebes, tbe2 ramai lak ckgu2 tau yg tarian tu aku la trainernye..mcm mne leh tersebar pn aku xtau..padahal aku dh bwk bdk2 prktis tmpt tsorok dh..bkn ape, aku tkut kne kutuk je bile ckgu2 tgk diorg mnari kerasss..hahahaha..

Tapi, aku sgt lega bila tarian tu start ja, mata ckgu2 smua x tgk tmpt lain..tgk tarian je..dan yg paling penting, no kutuk2, but pujian..hehehe..tenkiu2.. 'wani, tak sia2 aku letak hang jd AJK Persembahan..' hohh..aku terkesima jap..mmg tenkiu sbb puji, tapii..aku risau kot2 pasni diorang akan sntiasa letak aku jd AJK Persembahan..mmpus aku..klu stkt jd ajk persiapan pentas tu ok la jgak..kjap je, siap. Xyah balik skolah lmbt hari2 sbb train budak..kan?

Walaupun diorg ade gak slack x same td, it's ok la..tu diorg pnye first time mnari in front of crowd..nebes lagi..blum dpt adapt..kmarin2 n 2 jam b4 persembahan, aku dh buat rehearsal, diorg ok..sume same ikut tempo lgu..tp bile dh dpn crowd, dgn siulan2 students lelaki, n tepukan gemuruh, diorg mule la mnggelabah n lost ckit..seb baik yg duk blkg je yg lari beep n tempo..tp skejap jela time mula2..fuhh lega..

Dh abis event kt dewan, sume pn p jamuan..makan2 smbil bsantai..hohoho..dan aku bleh tido ngn aman mlm ni..nk tdo lwt pn xpa sbb esk x skolah..hahahha..

Itu je nk cte..sekian..hihi

*oh ye..inila hasil raye td..ade nmpak sy cam student x? hahaha

p/s: x sabar nk p Aloq Staq esk bpoye2 bsame2 Anis Nadya, Faezah, Ami, n Mimi..

Drama Fever (as if i'm not busy)

Latest Korean Dramas in waiting list:

* Scent of a Woman (most wanted bcoz Gong Chan is there!)
* Poseidon
* Protect The Boss
* The Musical
* The Princess Man
* Spy Myeongwol

Faezah, i'm counting on you..hehehehehe.. :D

After a few years passed, i still keep these dramas (below) in my heart and look up if there is any possibility to watch them again..
* Romance (year 2002)
* Treasure Venture (a Taiwanese Drama)

And these dramas, i haven't watched them although they have been aired ages ago..
* My Princess (my mother's request)
* Fugitive Plan B (my friend's request)

Now, I become sub-supplier after Faezah..i 'sedut' from her, then i distribute to my school teachers..hohoho~

Kayu2 yg nk dilembutkan..

Penatnyeeee laa..exausted yg teramat sgt..not physically penat, tp mentally penat..letih bile tgk bdk2 aku menari..kerassssss..mule la aku naik risau..ade bpe ari je lg bleh train diorang..seb baik sambutan raya ari khamis depan..ade la jgak mse utk diorg praktis..

Kalo tgk smlm, aku dh pilih 5org students yg nmpk cam bleh dilembutkn lg..yg lain2, harammmm xbleh nk lembutkn dh..tp yg 5 org ni pn, payah sngguh..diorang mmg smgt, n nak sgt2 mnari..smpai aku penat, n aku nk balik pn, diorang xmo balik lg..tpaksa la aku halau diorang balik..huhu

Mula2 bg step joget..senang je..basic joget yg ke depan ke blkg tuu..tp diorg x dpt gak after several times ditunjuk ajar..yg dpt pn sorg dua je..then aku pn tukar la ke step yg mmg paaaaaaling simple dlm asas tarian, which is inang yg single step tu..slow tempo pnye..mmg senang gile la..tapi still gak ade yg kerassss...dusshhhh..geram sungguh aku..

Aku risauuuu yg amat sgt..bkn ape, skolah aku skolah bru..n diorg x pnah adakan tarian..ini 1st time nk try tarian..n calon2 dancers pn mcm kayu..hukhuk sadisnye..form 3 n form 5 mmg xnk kacau la kn..diorg ade extra clas ptg2, mmg xleh nk praktis dh..exm pn dh dekat..

Persoalannye, mmpukah aku 'lembutkan' mereka2 ni? tollloooongggg la lembut..takut nnt ble dorg perform, tarian hancusss..n ckgu2 akan tanye, sape yg ajar? hohohoho..aku hanya mampu gelak..skg leh ar nk gelak..jgn esk2 timbul cte kt  blkg kate aku mcm2 lak..bkn slh aku ok..aku dh buat sehabis mungkin dh ni..cume bdk2 tu keras, nk buat mcm mne..

Hurmmm dugaannn..~

Die datang dah..

Hadoi laa..fenin fenin..byk betul keje yg nk kne setel ni..hukhuk..

Sambutan Raye skolah nex week..tbe2 aku in charge persembahan la pulak..n tbe2 diorang mtk tarian..mampuih cheq..huhu..aku mnari tu bleh la buat, tp nk koreograf tu yg kurang reti..

Td dh buat audition bdk2 mnari..tgk sape yg bleh mnari ikut rhythm, sape yg x bleh..sume yg ade tu xde experience sgt pn dlm tarian..tp ade lak several students yg nmpk bleh dipolish lg..tapi kalo yg keras tu, mmg x dpt diselamatkan dh..huhu..

PK HEM lak nk tarian tu cmpur2 kaum..tapi aku tgk sume bdk Siam Cine, sume kerasss..xbleh nk ikut step..ayoyo..payahnye..kalo xde gak, lantak la mlayu sume pn..hurmm..


Ok enuf pasal tarian..skg ni headcount pn mule la mnjelma dan mengganggu hidup aku..huhu..bnci tau..nape la aku ditakdirkn jd guru headcount yg tah pape tu..huhu..nape la ko nk wujud time kbizianku melanda? ptg2 aku kne train budak..kalo mnari cincai2, x ke aku jgak yg kne?


Headcount and headeache..ari ni blm dpt lg data2 markah dr ckgu lain..sok bru dpt kot..eee x sukenye!


Keje2 tergendala: Masukkan data NILAM dlm on9 sistem..selama ni buat manual je sbb skolah bru, xde dlm register..huhu..ni bru je org JPN dtg ari tu n ajar bnde nilam ni..ayoooo..seb baik la kls x byk..


Oral Test lagi, tu pn ssh nk setel ngn bdk2 cam bangang ni..xkn sume pn nk tnggu aku suap? xde mknenye..kali ni aku xkn senang2 je bg korg makan..korg pndai2 la prepare sndiri..

Ahhh...'gumbiranya' aku..kalau la aku ade klon, kn senang..