D is for dangerous

i didnt go to school today. thought that i would be able to go to school and teach as usual.but my body gave a bad sign..i woke up from my bed this morning and suddenly i felt like the floor was not stable and uneven (dizzy symptom). so i texted two of the teachers in my school to pass the message to GPK saying that i was not feeling well and will be taking MC.

I continued my sleep coz standing and walking didnt seem to be right for me as i felt like everything was senget. after 2 hours, i woke up, took bath, had breakfast, and then went to the hospital. It has been 5 days i'm having this fever. i waited, and waited patiently for TWO hours to be called to see the doctor. when i was in the doc's room, he asked me to go to the front room to do blood check up, but asked me to come again at 2.30 since it was already 1 pm and they wanted to have a break. WTF??? i waited for 2 hours just to hear this from him?? i'm not well but then i have to rush back n forth. hey, i was supposed to rest!

Fine. i went back home and lay on my bed. at 2.30 i went there again. i entered the doc's room straight away and the people outside who were waiting to be called just stared at me. i acted cool like nothing happened. the doc asked me to sit and i had to wait for him, AGAIN. what the hell was he doing, i didnt know. after being a zombie for a while, then he came, brought my blood test result. i asked him what's wrong with me, the he said i was suspected dengue. then i just laugh thinking that he was kidding since he was not serious from the start. but then he said, no, this is serious. 'you are suspected dengue'. and i was . . . . . . . . . (could not thinking for a while), 'DENGUE??'

he gave me 2 days MC and asked me to come back again a day after tomorrow to check my blood again. if it is truely dengue, then i will be hospitalized..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..oettoke? i have no one here.. :(

i hope i will get well soon. and, i dont want to be a dengue victim!

demam xmau pergiiii

Masuk hr ni dh 3 hari aku demam. tak tau la esk mampu ke tak aku nk balik kedah ni..td rse cam dh ok, ni tiba2 mlm ni die dtg balik..hukhuk cmne ni?? tak larat wey aku nk naik bas..pastu kt sne sorang2.. :( tapi klu ikutkn ati, nak je aku mc sminggu..x best g skolah.

tak laraaattt.....

adoii x larat..apala nasib..cti pjg, tp demam la plak..biasa x demam2 pn..ni apesal balik umah bru nk demam? huhuuu..cepat la demam kau pergiii..aku nk enjoy cti aku ni..satu haaram kerja pn aku x siapkn lg nih.. :(

kisah terlepas kandang..

Hahahaha.. *gelak besor nampak*

Puas ati sbb ari ni dlm sejarah aku terlepas kandang bleh kluar malam kt kg sndiri..
klu time blaja dlu, even kt kedah pn, x kesah la aku nk balik pkul brp pn..kdg2 balik 3 pg pn xpe..tp ni kt umah weyy..kt kampung halamanku, live with parents, lainnn..mmg slalu pn kluar siang je, balik paling lmbt kul 8 lebih..tp hr ni, bkn balik yg mlm, tp mlm bru nk kluar..hohoho..

Telepas gak aku..skg dh slmt pulang umah pn..member2 ajak bkumpul mkn2 kt SR..smbil2 one of us nk bg perutusan kawen..tu yg buat gathering tu.. *smlm dh gather, ari ni gather lg* hohoho..serunukkk tau..

and my dad, speechless gamaknye..aku igtkn die tau aku nk kluar mlm ni..dh bgtau dh kt mak aku..adik2 pn sume dh tau..myb die missing kt mne2 kot time tu..aku pn x sedar..igtkn dh tau la dh bdk2 ni bising tny aku nk g mne kn..skali member aku smpai umah daaa..dtg nk ambik aku, siap msuk dlm umah lg..pastu bapak aku tny aku, nk pegi mne? hahahahaha..time tu die x bleh la kata x boleh kn..sbb mmber aku dh tnggu..so aku slm cepat2, blah..heee~

* oh ye, lupe lak nk cite..td aku order prawn macaroni cheese tu la, my all time feveret..tp bile dpt, aku tgk mcm pelik je rupe die..fine la, aku makan je..but i felt like something was missing there..pas mkn 2,3 suap, 'haaaa..aku igt dh ape yg xde..' member2 aku tercengang2..lalu aku panggil la waiter nye..aku alih pinggan ke tepi ckit, pastu aku tnye 'cube tgk, ape yg kurang?' budak waiter tu pn terkedu kot aku tnye soalan cmtu.. 'emm..ape ek?' eh budak ni..die tnye aku balik plak dh..pstu aku tlg la jwbkn, 'mushroom yg xde'. 'oooo..btul la..' ceh pandai plak die nk sedar yg mushroom xde la dish tu..huhu..tepakse la die ambik pnggan aku p alter balik..

holiday sakan..

Adoii penat..ngantuk..smua ada..skang aku asyik tdo awal je..x bjaga smpai 3,4 pg dh wpun cti..huhu
cuti kali ni pack woo..

jumaat - aku smpai, tdo, bgun n relaz2 je (hr 1st)

sbtu - knduri member, kne la pegi..malam lak g mnymbut kepulangan adik trcenta kt airport..dh la flight asyik delay je..tpkase la tnggu smpai tgh mlm..kul 1 pg bru smpai umah

ahad - bgun pg, rilek2, mkn mknn pelik2 dr endon (yg adik aku bwk balik), tgh hr prepare dessert utk bwk g picnic, ptg g picnic n bbq ngn member. balik mgrib..pas isyak g umah nenek lak..mkn lagi..kul 11 lebih, bru smpai umah.

isnin (esk) - bapakku dh mule mnyarankn nk p picnic kt La Hot Spring plak dh.. (ayark..bru je aku picnic td..hoho)..katenye kul 7.30 pg golek tayar.. (kne la bgun awal esk..) mlm, plannye ngn kwn2 mau ke secret recipe..hahaha (lepas ke x lepas blkg kire, yg pnting aku nk g jgak)

begitu la padatnye aktiviti2 aku stkt esk..pasni bleh disusun lg..keje yg aku bwk balik ni pn x bsentuh lagi..masih kemas lam beg, muahaha

hip hip hurray!

Yeayyyy!! yippiee~

i'm already home :) just woke up..hahaha..smlm x dpt tdo sgt lam bas..sejuuuukk mak oi..tpakse la tdo lame pg ni *alasan nk cover* hehe

Cti skolah aku sptutnya smpai selasa je,. ok dh beli lme dh pn tket..u know la kn, klu tiket belah klate ganung ni mmg hot selling..slalu je abis x mnyempat2..tu pn mse beli tket yg tu, dh abis pg, tpkse amek mlm. Daann dgn tbe2nye, ari ape ek, ari rabu lpas kot x silap aku, surat drp pngetua ckp cti dipnjgkn smpai sbtu. #@#$%$^&&*((*^^&%$$%## betoll la..aku bengang la jugak..mmg  la eksaited cti lme, tp bengang sbb tiket. tket nk dtg kedah balik tu tah ade ke x kalo dh beli lewat cmni. kt dpn2 tu jgak aku bising smbil bleter ckp dh bli tket, nnt nk bli tket yg lain xtau lg ade ke x bla bla bla n sbgainya.Tbe2 pngetua dtg kt aku, "Awat ewani?" dlm ati aku, ha bgusla klu org tua ni dengar. tu la org lain cti smpai sbtu, kita ja yg thegeh2 nk cti sekerat. pstu ppd wajibkn selaras cti same ngn org lain. bru nk tegedik2 balik smbung cti..geram btul aku kt org tua tu. "Drive la..bwk kreta balik." amboih..aku ni klu ikutan ati mmg nk drive je balik. tp dh babapk aku dh bagi..xkan nk ingkar plak kn..huhu

Pagi tu jgak aku msj mak bapak aku mtk tlg cr tiket ade lg ke x..jual je tket lme..ksian diorg..asyik kne terkejar2 cari tket utk aku..bukan niatku nk susahkn diorang.. mianhae omma, appa.. T_T mlm tu, bapak aku p cr tiket, seb baik ade tau..fuh aku pn rase lega..so setel la mslh tiket..

fuhh ok slesai membebel ye.

jom enjoy holidayyyy!!! hepi holiday frenz! :D yg x cti, jgn jelezzzz :p

Come on..dont lazy lazy ah..

* menghitung hari * cepat la masa berlalu.. T_T

weekend dh pn berlalu dengan jayanya..ditemani Faezah dan kami pn beronggeng2 la ke Autocity dan Jusco Bandar Baru Perda (jalan2 cari makan)

Thanks Fae cayang for the novel and present. Tangan dh gatal2 nak pegang n bukak, tapi hati kata jangan. Sabarrr..wait for the date, baru bleh bukak..apela judul buku tu ye..mcm suspen je..hahaha (adakah buku berkaitan dgn jodoh? O.o )

Fae pulang ke sarang, dan aku kembali keseorangan. Menempuh hari2 bosan di SMK Batu Lapan. Huk banyak betul kerja..aku bru je kembali ke alam nyata. Cuti 3 hari malas nk sentuh ape pn..hari ni bru terhegeh2 nk buat itu ini..hohoho

Malam ni pnye target:
1) siapkn HC n ready utk tampal kt buku
2) min mesy panitia

Sok plak hari selasa:
1) koko persatuan akademik la pulak..adesss (aku dh naik pngkt jd ketua plak..huk2)
2) nk setelkn hal pengawas (pemilihan ketua & pen)

Rabu:
1) baru nk p servis kete (insyaallah klu sempat)
2) siapkn segala mak nenek lesson plan & bahan2 mngajar utk naik cti

kmis:
1) aku x dpt berfikir dgn tenang dh..kira nk balik je..hua3..

*** oh ya, lupa nk ckp..smlm aku mimpi best woo..mimpi kawen ngn micky yoochun..eh bukan, yg sbijik sme ngn yoochun, die cakap melayu beb..hahaha bestnye klu betul2..

Dear Papaku, congratz :)

Hari ni bapakku naik pangkat. Alhamdulillah..syukur pada Allah.
I sent him a short message. (wpun die x bgitau pn die naik pngkat T_T)

" tahniah papa.. :) semoga menjadi pengetua yang cemerlang dan dihormati. Amin.."

i'm not an expressive person..so i dont know how to express my love to people around me..huhuu

papa replied, " terima kasih sayang..insyaAllah.."

wahhh?? i was shocked..papa called me 'sayang'? wuwuwuw amazing..we are both not the expressive type.. :)

Harapanku, papaku akan jadi seorang pengetua yang mesra dgn ckgu2..yg dihormati, bukan ditakuti. yang disegani, bukan dimenyampahi..disayangi, bukan dibenci oleh guru2 dan staff.. ni semua based on my exprience la..pngetua aku, errr..hm x payah la ckp..sume2 yg aku xnak tadi tu la..and i dont want my father to be like him too..

Good luck, papa.. love u :)

kenapa ni??

Badan terasa sengal2..
seawal bangun pagi tadi, smpai mlm dh ni ha..nape aku rse sakit2 ni ek?
lemah badan, rasa x larat, semput x kena tmpat.
buat keje ckit, penat, dah mengah.
tetibe ade rse cucuk2 kt blakang badan, sengal kt tulang kaki.
why?? what's wrong with my body actually?
dh banyak kali aku rase lenguh2 sengal bisa cam ni..
tapi biasanya sekejap2 je..
tapi ari ni? sepanjang hari..
cmna esk nk p mngajar ni?
kepala pn sakit.. :(

even a standard 1 kid knows how to spell!

Terasa cam ajar bdk2 Standard 1..main spelling2 ngn budak form 5..i repeat, form 5.

Tu la, dlu2 xmau blaja, ni bila dh msuk form 5 baru tergedik2 nak blaja la? my target for this 'nazak' candidates is to make sure that they can write at least a short paragraph without grammar mistakes. Tu pn guna simple words je, yg i can say, bdk drjah 2 pun tau la nk guna.

Yes i know, i am their form teacher, and they are my soooooo beloved anak ayam, but having them as my students irritates me a lot. huhuuuu.

"kamu tau x, ni bru minggu pertama, tapi saya dh rasa mnyampah dgn kamu semua"

"memang ini kelas saya, tapi saya x rasa macam nk mngajar kamu pun"

"cuba kamu contohi 5 Amal tahun lepas, depa baik ja, wpun kelas ujung, tapi depa diam & nk blaja. Saya pn rasa hepi ja ajaq depa. Tak mcm kamu, mnyakitkan hati"

haaa itu la yg aku hamburkan tadi. serve them right. baagi insaf sikit. compare2 ngn kls taun lepas, baru diorg tau rasa mcm mana.

Ok tahun ni i can see la the progress. xtau la klu btahan smentara wktu je kn..kot2 awal tahun je yg smgt. memandangkan aku dh warning dan bagi ugutan 1st day ari tu, (tau pn takut), diorang smua ada buku tulis ye. i request for buku panjang. great. klu lpas ni ada yg brani x bwak buku,mmg kena la dgn aku jwbnya. taun ni xdak dh Teacher Ewani yg 'lantak ampa la' tu..gnti ngn yg lebih ganazzz..

semua rajin buat latihan ari ni (wpun ciput je). Can u imagine, they needs the whole 2 periods just to finish a simple silly short paragraph? Aku jugak la yg ajar sebijik2..nak bagi diorang reti buat ayat punye pasal.

Nak compose 1 sentence je pn, amik mase ermmm lam 5 min? hohooo...xtau la aku. tu pn aku yg initiate word by word. Diorang cuma perlu guess and spell je. Merangkak rangkak!

But at least there's n one left out hari ni. semua ikut and follow me step by step. lega la sikit aku. tapi, mmpukah diorg ni igt perkataan2 simple tu? mampukah diorang bertahan kekal rajin buat kerja mcm hari ni? seriously aku nervous giler! cmpur ngn pngetua yg macam errr hampeh n dictator tu? aku risau laaa sbbnye yg akan check buku aku nanti, pengetua! i mean, buku latihan budak2..hohoo x suke!

hohohoho.. *gelak sedapkan ati*

hah ape???? esok ade pencerapan?? mampusss!! dr JPN? hua3..

bru dpt call dr pejabat..kne g amik buku ringkasan la ni..tapi sape yg nk dicerap tu? aku ke?? klu aku je, mampus laaa!! hohoho..aku dh la tak ready ape lagi ni..nak ajar ape pn xtau lg ni..hadussss!