Confusion

 i was about to give up..
i tried to distance myself from u
but then, things happened the other way..
we become closer and closer now..
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Im confused..
confused of your feelings..and your intention..
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the moment i stopped hoping, then u gave me hope..again..
why??
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y did u give me that song?
were u trying to convey your feelings to me?
i dont get it..and i dont want to ask u..
because im too scared of this word :: 'rejection'
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Ya Allah..please guide me..
If he's the one for me, please let me see my way..
If he's not the one, please put him away..

but..why is it so hard to part from him?
could it be...?