Monday 31 December 2012

This is sooooo UNFAIR!!

Apa la nasib..bangun2 je terus dapat berita yg sgt 'gumbira' ni.. tgk mesej, 'Wani dpt kelas 5 Amal'. I was like, "WHATTTT?????"
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terus rasa lemah longlai x bermaya dah nk g sekolah..kenapa asyik2 aku ja yg dpt kelas tu? i mean, again?? last time pn aku dpt kelas 5 Amal..tp depa dh abis skolah dh la taun dpn. Datang pulak 5 Amal yg ni, pn bagi aku jugakkkk??
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This is so so so so so so unfair okay PK! ooooo..it is so unfair when u give good classes to the same people, and the bad classes to the same people..kesian la kami mcm ni!! yg dpt kelas plg depan, asyik2 org yg sama taun ni wpun blainan tingkatan. pastu yg duk lap taik n gilap ctu cni, org yg mcm kami la?? asyik2 dpt kls ujung. asal kls ujung ja, bagi kt org yg sama. apa ni????
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bodo punya PK. ehhh..sorry la..ni blog aku, suka hati aku la nk mncarut ke nk mngutuk ke.. dh memang dia layak dipanggil mcm tu. Pentadbir semua tah apa2..ingat ye wahai pentadbir2 sekelian, anda adalah pemimpin, dan pemimpin perlulah adil. Pemimpin la yg mula2 akan disoal di akhirat kelak..and one of the unfair cases, is mine! here here! kenapa asyik bagi kelas ujung je kt aku? kls budak ganas??? hahhhh?
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asyik2 kami ckgu2 malang ni yg bkerja keras..phm2 jela klu dh kelas ujung. kls spm plak tuh! abis tu ckgu lain yg slalu dpt kls dpn tu watpe? rilek arrr..ape lg..dh budak bagus, xde la masalah sgt kn. budus!
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sesungguhnya hati aku dh mati utk sekolah and pentadbir yg macam ni..puiiiih!

Wednesday 19 December 2012

Another one?

Oh Allah, pls help me..
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Another confession has been said to me..and yet, i don't know how to react, and which path should i choose..
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Right now, i have three choices which i have to pick only one and should not be regretted later.
Each of them has a reason for me to choose..
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aaaaaaaaaaa eottoke????
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I don't want to hurt them..don't want to give them hope as well..i myself don't know my heart well, whether i can be loyal or not..who knows my heart will change someday? seriously, i'm caught in the middle..
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is this a sign? a few days ago, i was having a dream. I got engaged to someone. I don't know who am i engaged to, but in that dream i was waiting for his family to come. Some of my friends were there, celebrating me on my engagement day..
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the next day, the dream came again. but it was slightly different..i was preparing lunch for the family, waiting for their visit. perhaps it was 'merisik' ceremony.
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and tonight, here i am..still in a surprised state..huhuu..
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how am i going to make a right decision??
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ya Allah..i need your help..